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Zelgadiss Trapped
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Zelgadiss lay awake for quite a while, gazing down at the peacefully
sleeping form of the lover in his arms. Once more he ran his hand
through the silky hair, then a finger down the beautiful milky white
skin. He was perfect, except for one thing: he was a man. No, not even
a man. A dein tin the form of one. Pure evil in disguise. He was sused
sed that it even slept.
He contemplated. What had happened, why was this Mazoku asleep—looking
so fragile, trusting, and his—in the arms of a part-human chimera? It
had all happened so fast. Of course, that was what everyone said, “Oh!
It’s all happening so fast!” using it as an excuse for not stopping and
thinking. But it really had happened quickly; too quickly. It had been
such a quick succession of events: Xelloss hadlizelized Zelgadiss’
feelings for him, claimed he felt the same (in that roundabout,
untrustworthy way of his), and soon Zelgadiss had found himself in bed
with him—it. Passionate love, a nice orgasm or four later, and here
they were.
Here Zel was. His hand paused in its caressing of the demon’s cheek.
There was only one solution to all of this. He knew he couldn’t say
anything to Xelloss’ face; he would see the crocodile tears in the
demon’s eyes, and he would melt. There was only one thing to do.
He slipped out from under the demon, found his clothes and put them on
without a sound, and took a piece of paper and a pen from his desk. Hm,
yes this room was his… but soon it wouldn’t be. Zelgadiss wrote two
sentences on the paper:
“I love you.
Goodbye.”
A single glance at the
unmoving, nude form of his lover—no, the demon—and he slipped out the
door. He shut it tight, and it squeaked its unhappy goodbye. He didn’t
have to open his eyes to kne wae was free.
“Where are you going so late at night, Zelgadiss?” The voice was
low and rich, but unmistakably… Zel’s eyes snapped open and he took it
all in at once. There was Xelloss, fully clothed, his pupils visible
slits of purple. He let his gaze linger on his face just a little too
long; those eyes were what caught Zelgadiss’ gaze, trapped it, and held
him there with Xelloss forever.
“X-Xelloss…I…I thought you were asleep,” Zelgadiss managed to
mumble. Xelloss’ purple slits revealed sadness, with some sort of
wisdom; at that Zel knew that Xelloss understood. No, Zelgadiss had
been wrong. Xelloss loved him. That look in his eyes proved it. But it
wasn’t Zelgadiss’ fault. It wasn’t. No, he had just learned not to
trust anyone. Forgive me, thought the chimera.
“I don’t sleep,” Xelloss told him. He paused a moment to let that
fact sink in, then went straight to the point. Putting his hand in
subspace, he took out Zel’s note. Those purple slits never left the
blue chimera’s eyes.
Gems, Xelloss thought. Those eyes of his reminded Xelloss of little
sapphires, glistening in the whiteness. He could lose himself in those
sapphires. It was partly because of those sapphires that he was
determined never to let his chimera go. Especially now that he had him.
“What is the meaning of this, Zelgadiss?” he asked, holding it in the
palm of his hand, careful not to flaunt it.
“I—” Zelgadiss sputtered. He ripped his eyes away from those
purple slits and he looked at the floor beneath him. No, he had been
wrong about Xelloss. Xelloss cared…and he cared for Xelloss. No, he
loved the man—the demon. It didn’t matter. He loved Xelloss. But he
couldn’t stay. Too much could happen, everything would go wrong. “I’m
just going out to buy milk.” He tried to push past Xelloss, not meeting
the fateful gaze.
But arms reached out to stop him, wrapping around the chimera.
“All right,” the the voice, so rich and deep that Zelgadiss found
himself sinking into it. “But wait just a minute, all right?” Xelloss
planted a kiss on the chimera brow.
Zelgadiss closed his eyes, and, feeling Xelloss’ warmth, he sank
into him. He couldn’t stop his feet from taking a step closer, his
hands from finding silky purple hair. He said nothing.
“Okay, Zelgadiss?”
“Huh?”
“Will you stay? You’t n’t need milk that badly, do you?” There was the slightest hint of humor in his voice.
“I guess not…” Zel breathed into a bit of cape.
“Good…” Xelloss planted a second kiss tenderly on his chimera’s closed eyelid.
Zelgadiss held Xelloss close, and knew that the man—demon, whatever—was his, and he belonged to Xelloss.
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